Pages

Sunday, July 29, 2018

vaeschanan

We spoke a bit about the mitzvah Ahavas Hashem, and we'll continue on this topic. The Torah clearly dictates that the "follow up" on our basic statement of Emunah is to express our Ahavas Hashem with mesirus nefesh. With your whole heart, even if He takes soul, and even if all your money is at risk. What is the connection between our philosophical belief that Hashem is One, and the acceptance of loss for His mitzvos? Wouldn't we have to accept that mesirus nefesh even if Hashem was not One? Secondly, why does this tenet of our belief flow into the mitzvah of Ahava specifically any more than Yirah? Thirdly, the Sifri goes into a lengthy discussion about  accepting yissurim - difficulties - here, which seems to say that it really plays a major role in the ikkrei emunah. How so?

We know that the origination of the words Shema Yisroel comes from the discussion that Yakov had with his sons before his death. When his ruach HaKodesh left him he was concerned that perhaps they did not merit the revelation of the "keitz". there are a few different quotes in the midrashim as to what he asked them. perhaps there is sin amongst you. Perhaps there is machlokes amongst you. Perhaps your hearts are "chaluk al HaMakom". Did Yakov think they believed in another Power? In avodah zarah? And how does their response of Hashem Echad dispel all of his concerns?

The Malbim shares an amazing insight. Our statement of Echad is in contrast to the common belief that good and bad can't come from the same source. When the nations experienced blessing and misfortune it led them to believe that there must be  "שתי רשויות" two Authorities. One that is loving and kind. The other is angry and punishing. Our concept of the One Infinite Being recognizes that even what seems like bad is really for the ultimate good. It's true, ממנו לא תצא רעות , but that does not lead us to assume that bad comes from another Source, rather even what seems bad is really good - as it all comes from One Source. One Authority. One G-d. This is why we accept to love Hashem - even in the face of losing what is most precious to us - our lives, family, and money. When we accept yissurim with the belief that gam zu l'tovah - it is the real life practical confirmation of our steadfast philosophical emunah in Echad.

This brings us to the next step. Part of this understanding of Echad is that there is NO OTHER AUTHORITY. Not another G-d, Power, or any other force in opposition. When a person has his own agenda that is not congruent with ratzon Hahsem, he is displaying another "authority". Of course philosophically the person only believes in One G-d. But as a person with his own interests and passions, he has his own opion and agenda that may sometimes "challenge" and be in opposition to Hashem's. This is what we call שתי רשויות! - Not that we believe in avodah zarah, but we feel that our opinion counts. That our interests or desires may sometimes override the halacha. THAT IS BELIEVING IN ANOTHER AUTHORITY! - YOURSELF!
Hashem Echad is a statement that commits our feelings, passion, desires, and interests, to the Ratzon of Hashem. We are subject to His will. Our own personality is "batel k'afra d'ara" to Hashem's word. Hashem is the only One with a "say in the matter". His "agenda" is the only agenda.

This was the concern of Yakov and his sons' response. Whether it is a sin, or a heart that is "chaluk" - has a another opinion or agenda, or even machlokes between people, all are creating divisiveness and separate authorities in the world that have their own agendas that are not batel to Hashem's will. The response of the sh'vatim was Hashem Echad. There are no agendas, personal opinions, or divisiveness. We are all subject to Hashem and His Will. Any of our own interests are batel and disregarded in respect to Hashem's. That is Echad.

This concept of subjugating ourselves to Hashem applies equally to subjugating our 'SELF" to other people. Our greatest leaders were humble not only to G-d, but to all of mankind as well. where there is a self promoting, self centered, capital I, there is Another Authority.
I was recently at the Vanderbilt Mansion in Newport RI and was amazed by a line I heard on the audio tour. It said the job of the servants was to be done while the servant remained "invisible". A complete selflessness to the point of servitude of another seemingly without any noticeable existence of self at all!

Rabeinu Yonah in Mishlei describes a Talmidei Chacham who does everything according to ratzon Hashem, as a lens that one one can see Hashem by looking through it. When a person's being is not clogged with his own agenda, he is a clear lens that makes Hashem and His ratzon apparent. The more "self"ish a person is, whether in regards to bein adam laMakom or bein adam l'chaveiro, he is establishing himself as Another Being with his own Authority. Libo chaluk al HaMakom.

Our job is to subjugate ourselves to Hashem's Will. Our own interests should be invisible if they are not congruent with Hashem's and the same with regards to others. In bes din shel ma'alah we are asked "Himlachta es chavercha?" As someone once should have properly said..... "Ask not what others can do for you ask what you can do for others."





Saturday, July 28, 2018

vaeschanan

As we experienced the "potch" of the three weeks in the Haftorahs of mussar and 9 av itself, we are commanded in the Parsha of  Shabbos Nachamu to exercise the goal of all Mitzvos - Loving Hashem.

It is well known that the Rambam in Yad Hachazakah writes that the way to fulfill Ahavas Hashem is studying the marvels of nature and recognizing the Infinite Wisdom if its Creator. In Sefer HaMitzvos the Rambam gives two paths to Ahavas Hashem, Either studying nature of the depths of the Infinite Wisdom in the Torah.
Rashi seems to argue and say the only option is Torah. On the words והיו הדברים האלה, Rashi explains that this passuk is describing ומהו האהבה? What is love? והיו הדברים האלה... Through the words of Torah one recognizes Hashem and attaches himself to His ways.

R' Hai Gaon goes out of his way to clearly argue upon the Rambam's approach. He writes that although a person is filled with emotion, love, and awe when seeing the greatness contained in nature, and he wants to attach himself to its Creator, he still doesn't know WHO to attach to! R' Hai Gaon likens this to the beneficiary of the generous kindness and care of a wise loving king, but never has actually gotten to meet or know the King! So too, a person studying nature recognizes that there is a great, loving, and wise Creator, and he'd love to get to know and relate to Him, but without Torah we don't know who to relate to. Torah expresses Hashem's "personality" כביכול. It is Hasem's "interests, will, and "thoughts". Nature can help arouse our emotions, but only through Torah can we truly love Hashem.

As of Tu B'Av we have a specific mitzvah to add to our learning and to connect Day with Night by fusing them in bein Hashmashos with Torah. Regarding one who does not do so, says the Mishnah in Avos  - ודלא מוסיף יסף.

So I will extend my vort a bit. It is noted that although the general rule is that מצוות עשה are under the "umbrella" of ahavah, and לא תעשה are in the realm of Yirah, it seems strange that the mitzvah of ahavas Hashem is expressed by restraining from the 3 chamuros - Avodah zarah, giluy arayos, & shefichas damim - all of which are לא תעשה!

We see a simple but wonderful lesson here. Yes, while in general, refraining from לא תעשה requires at least some level of Yirah, it is possible and perhaps PREFERABLE, to also rise to the level of ahavah and refrain from transgressing an aveirah out of LOVE for Hashem! Every restraint of ours from something we'd like to do, can be done as "gift" of mesirus nefesh for Hashem out of love! Ahavas Hashem is not only its own mitzvah to feel love, but also it is a mitzvah to be incorporated into EVERY mitzvah we do & every aveirah we refrain from!
How much more of a positive attitude is experienced when one says to himself, "you know, I love this _______ but I want to give up that passion or interest for the Love of Hashem"! Chances are it is an approach that can be a lot more successful with our generation and its nisyonos.
May we all be zocheh to practice this approach and enjoy middah k'negged middah, a shower of Brachos and Love from Hashem.